These past couple of Weeks have been those to me. I don't know if its that I have been dealing with a severe toothache and now had them removed so I'm on Heavy Antibiotics and Pain meds or that its that time a year where I actually have to sit done and go through all my receipts and paper work to do taxes.. But I'm in a FUNK!!! Running a small at home business is Dare I say it ....H.A.R.D oh gosh I did. My business is a Product driven business so I'm having a Hard time actually having the inclination to just CREATE, in the beginning I was always coming up with designs, sketching, making notes and making something in my "work shop" front room of the house. Lately that has not been, Oh don't get me wrong I have lots of Ideas and ramblings of Oh that would be so cool, and Oh so Gotta make something with Orange and Oh I have to try that technique and SOOOO on. Its that lately I'm saying to myself alot, Oh I can do it later and well as we all know Life has a way of making you forget (Got 4 kids) And this is where I'm going in my Ramblings of Finding your inspiration.
Last night I sat on the couch at Oh I'd say around 12:30am and Had a Cry, yes a cry not for any particular reason or because something bad happened, I just felt like crying and I realized I have been holding on to that cry for weeks now Rationalizing to myself I don't have a reason to cry you big Dummy, The kids are all healthy, Husband is healthy, your so-so healthy(teeth are my issue) You have a home, food, clothing,
|My Sons alejandro 13 & Davian 5.5|
|My Daughters Julica 17& Eliana 11|
|My Clan last summer in California|