So do I have a Blog? That is the question of the night. I am seriously thinking NO. I think this is a way for me to channel my inner thoughts,wishes,plans,ideas,rantings and maybe feelings. Today has been a Hard day for me. I am being visited by my monthly Nemesis so I am all over the place with my emotions and hormones. I am really missing my Dog DELILAH. She left us on Oct 21st and I am having a hard time pushing my sadness down anymore. I know she was a dog but she was My Dog,not the Family dog per say But MINE and she was my little miss she followed me went everywhere I went and knew how to cheer me up on my bad days. So here I am Having a Bad day and No Delilah. I will miss her forever!
Not only that sadness but I am having a moment of questioning if I am just waisting my time trying to have a business selling my leather creations. Had 2 events in a row and not great sales and my website not giving me any business and selling on Etsy is just as Grim...So what do i do ? My Husband Is just not as supportive like he used to be, He just belittles the places says I'm just waisting money and time. So what do I do? I need something to feel Like I'm contributing to the Family and myself worth. I know times are Very hard and People just don't have the $ to spend on stuff They don't need and so I'm wondering what Now? Do I wait until things get back on track for folks or just keep on plugging away. Maybe I need to expand my Services and items I sell.
More sewing items? I am at a crossroads do I just get a job? Even If I could get one. I want to be Home for my kids so they always have me here when they need me.What am I to do? As with all my great delemas I seek a higher power to show me the way And so I will seek my answer in Him
God Bless and Have a Wonderful Thanksgiving full of Thanks and Blessings